Dad's at home, Nani came in to help out. In Dallas for a convention for work, property manager/Realtor stuff. It's kind of weird being all alone, away from the family. Not sure what to think yet.
Getting ready for Halloween, decorations went up this past weekend, Bryan does a good job, Baran likes to play with the skeletons. So I picked up a couple witch hats for me and Charlee to wear this year but no, Charlee wants to be a princess, OMG, it begins :-)
We are at 4 years now since Everett passed. It's hard to believe the curve balls life throws at you. I miss him just as much as I ever did. It's in these quiet moments of my days that my mind goes crazy, though I crave them so much. I wish I could just hold him once more. I recently read "Heaven is for Real", in between lots of crying, a must read. I know my baby is up there, hanging with my pops. Yes Pa, you got your boy - I know you two are having a blast - I have to believe!
Well, I'm realizing now the sun has gone down on my hotel room, no lights are on, I am sitting in complete darkness. I should probably go turn on a light, wipe away the tears and make something of the night.
Until next time...
